My head is bloody killing me.

Who wants to shoot me in the head and save me the pain?

So apparently I am Judgmental and Childish

Why?

Because I told a 17 year old that she isn’t an adult just because she graduated high school.

So I’ve been talking to this girl for a while. Not so much lately as I use to, but still. So she sends me a text tonight telling me how much she’s changed in the last two weeks. That she is now an adult because she isn’t in high school anymore. Sure fine, cool whatever. I wasn’t going to say anything, then.

I asked her HOW she’d changed. And she starts up telling me “oh working full time, getting ready for college, this and that” And then the thing that set me off that she’s ‘taken to staying drunk”

So I told her it was stupid. She has problems - yay, we all do. But DRINKING and STAYING drunk isn’t the way to solve said problems. There are other ‘better’ ways to solve problems. If you have them I understand that. But staying drunk doesn’t solve problems all it does it cause them and it affects your health!

So I cared enough to tell her this was a bad idea.
So she tells me again ‘she’s an adult now’. And this time I told her ‘being seventeen and out of high school doesn’t make you an adult sweetheart, trust me I learned this one already. You still have a lot of growing up to do” EVERY Seventeen year old on the face of the earth seems to think that just because they’re no longer in high school that they’re adults. That they know everything.

Honey, loves.. Most people don’t mature until they’re in their med twenties. Shit - I don’t admit that I know everything, nor do I admit that I always act like a responsible adult. But at least I am adult enough to admit it. And I know that you’ll say it all depends on the person - and sometimes it does. But the truth of the matter is, at seventeen most people don’t know shit, even about themselves. You’ll learn that in the years to come, if you don’t kill yourself acting like a dumbass.

So she tells me I am childish and judgmental because I care. She tells me I still have a lot of growing up to do. Then she CALLS me. Cusses me out, then HANGS UP. Then tells me she doesn’t ‘hide behind text messages’… and yet she wouldn’t even stay on the phone to TALK to me. She just bitched me out and hung up.

So yes.

I see how I am childish in this.
I see my grand mistake. The same one I always fucking make.

I CARE TO MUCH.
Excuse me I didn’t just pat you on the back and tell you good for you.
Excuse me if I care that you’re setting yourself up for a horrible fucking road to go down.
Excuse me for caring what you do to your body.

So - yes. I’m childish.


This rant is actually a little childish. Lol - I admit. But fuck. Some people just.. GAH.

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When people say they like my blog I calmly say thank you with a smiley but on the inside I want to bake you a cake and make you a mixed CD filled with all your old favorite songs that you can’t remember anymore so that when you play it you feel all nostalgic and happy and then throw glitter at you because I love you.

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i’m tired of not being good enough for anyone.. ):

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nakedrubycried:

Sherlock Holmes has an Iron Man lunchbox.

he’s gonna kill me

this man is going to be the death of me

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OMFG

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